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Careers
fromSilicon Canals
8 hours agoI'm 66 and I spent forty years being extremely good at my job and last spring I realized I had optimized my entire existence for the approval of people I didn't particularly like - Silicon Canals
Professional dedication can sometimes mask a deeper need for approval from others, leading to personal sacrifices and a loss of self-identity.
#identity
Mental health
fromSilicon Canals
16 hours agoThere's a specific kind of grief that belongs to people who outgrew their hometown but never fully arrived anywhere else. They're not homesick for the place. They're homesick for the version of themselves that didn't yet know the place was too small. - Silicon Canals
Returning to one's hometown reveals a paradox of searching for a lost self rather than a changed place.
Retirement
fromSilicon Canals
1 day agoI spent a decade building a career I thought I wanted, a house I thought I needed, and a persona I thought would finally make me real - and one Saturday morning over coffee I sat with the quiet certainty that I had built all of it for someone who no longer lived inside me - Silicon Canals
Building a life based on societal expectations can lead to a personal crisis when the facade becomes unsustainable.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
1 day agoPsychology says people who feel like they've been living someone else's life aren't confused or ungrateful - they're often the ones who were so good at adapting in childhood that they never stopped adapting long enough to find out who they actually were - Silicon Canals
Adapting to others' needs in childhood can lead to feeling disconnected and lost in adulthood.
Mental health
fromSilicon Canals
16 hours agoThere's a specific kind of grief that belongs to people who outgrew their hometown but never fully arrived anywhere else. They're not homesick for the place. They're homesick for the version of themselves that didn't yet know the place was too small. - Silicon Canals
Returning to one's hometown reveals a paradox of searching for a lost self rather than a changed place.
Retirement
fromSilicon Canals
1 day agoI spent a decade building a career I thought I wanted, a house I thought I needed, and a persona I thought would finally make me real - and one Saturday morning over coffee I sat with the quiet certainty that I had built all of it for someone who no longer lived inside me - Silicon Canals
Building a life based on societal expectations can lead to a personal crisis when the facade becomes unsustainable.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
1 day agoPsychology says people who feel like they've been living someone else's life aren't confused or ungrateful - they're often the ones who were so good at adapting in childhood that they never stopped adapting long enough to find out who they actually were - Silicon Canals
Adapting to others' needs in childhood can lead to feeling disconnected and lost in adulthood.
Relationships
fromSilicon Canals
3 days agoI'm 66 and I finally learned the hardest lesson isn't that people will disappoint you - it's that you'll disappoint yourself by pretending you don't need what you need until you forget what that even was - Silicon Canals
Neglecting emotional needs leads to a profound sense of loss and disconnection from oneself and others.
Mindfulness
fromSilicon Canals
5 days agoI'm 37 and I realized I wasn't actually a good person the day my wife said "you're kind to strangers and cruel to the people closest to you" - and the worst part wasn't the accusation, it was that I couldn't argue because I'd been using up all my patience on people who didn't matter and coming home empty - Silicon Canals
Kindness should be abundant at home, not rationed for public interactions, to foster authentic connections with loved ones.
Writing
fromSilicon Canals
1 day agoI'm 66 and the most important relationship of my adult life has been with solitude - not as a consolation for the company I didn't have, but as the place where I have always been most honest, most creative, and most recognizably myself, and I spent too many years being embarrassed about that before I understood it was simply how I was built - Silicon Canals
Solitude allows for self-discovery and personal reflection, free from societal expectations and external pressures.
Mental health
fromSilicon Canals
2 days agoYou know a woman has lost her joy in life when she describes her days accurately and without feeling - when the words are all correct and the tone is completely flat and the account of her own life sounds like something being reported rather than lived, and she doesn't notice the flatness because she has been inside it long enough that it just sounds like how things are - Silicon Canals
Emotional flatness can creep in, making life feel like a series of tasks rather than meaningful experiences.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
3 days agoPsychology suggests people who downplay their birthday don't want less - they want the specific thing most birthdays have never delivered, which is the felt sense of being genuinely celebrated rather than obligatorily acknowledged, and they stopped asking for it because stopping felt better than hoping and being let down again - Silicon Canals
Some people avoid celebrating birthdays due to feelings of disconnection from superficial acknowledgments.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
5 days agoThere's a particular kind of strength that belongs to people who rebuilt their entire personality after 40 - not because something broke them, but because they finally had enough distance from their childhood to see what was never theirs to carry - Silicon Canals
Personality changes after forty often reflect a deeper honesty about one's true self rather than a crisis or breakdown.
Mental health
fromSilicon Canals
1 week agoPsychology says the midlife crisis isn't about wanting something new - it's the moment you finally hear your own voice after decades of executing someone else's blueprint and mistake the unfamiliarity for chaos - Silicon Canals
Midlife crisis often reflects an identity confrontation rather than mere loss, revealing buried personal preferences and voices.
#loneliness
Writing
fromSilicon Canals
3 days agoI'm 66 and the loneliest I've ever felt wasn't after my children left or my friends moved away - it was the morning I woke up and realized I had nothing that needed me, nothing that depended on my showing up, and the whole day stretched ahead like a road with no destination - Silicon Canals
Loneliness can stem from feeling unnecessary, not just from being alone.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
5 days agoPsychology says the people who actually escape loneliness don't do it by finding more people - they do it by finally dropping the version of themselves that made real connection impossible in the first place - Silicon Canals
Loneliness stems from a lack of genuine connection, not merely from being alone or having many acquaintances.
Relationships
fromSilicon Canals
1 week agoI'm 44 and I just realized that every time someone asks me how I'm doing I say 'I'm fine' automatically - not because I'm lying but because I genuinely don't know the answer to that question - Silicon Canals
Automatic responses to greetings can prevent genuine self-reflection and connection.
Artificial intelligence
fromThe Atlantic
2 weeks agoThe Human Skill That Eludes AI
Generative AI has paradoxically declined in creative writing quality since GPT-2, despite advancing in technical capabilities, with current models producing formulaic, flawed prose despite access to centuries of literature.
fromConde Nast Traveler
3 weeks agoEditor's Letter: The Travel Memories That Stay With Us
I had lost my father just a few weeks prior, and the brain fog was real and persistent, so moments like these that managed to pierce through felt even more profound. As we were setting sail from Lisbon, I ate a pastel de nata, the ubiquitous egg custard tart, with pastry so crisp and flaky I could hear it crackle over the sound of the waves-and it filled me with delight.
Travel
fromThe Conversation
4 weeks agoToday's obsession with authenticity isn't new - being true to yourself has troubled philosophers for centuries
All of us live in an age where we're bombarded by social media and artificial intelligence - when striving to be your authentic self becomes an increasingly difficult task. Yet, even if it has somehow become a common goal, it is unclear how many of us can truly define the "authenticity" that we say we are pursuing.
Philosophy
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
5 days agoNobody prepares you for the hardest lesson of your 50s - that some of the people you sacrificed for genuinely don't remember what you gave up, and it's not cruelty, it's just the way memory works when you were never the main character in their story - Silicon Canals
Sacrifices made for others often go unremembered, as people focus on their own narratives and experiences.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
5 days agoI used to be unhappy and I blamed everything around me - until I realized I'd built an entire life around avoiding the one conversation I needed to have with myself - Silicon Canals
Unhappiness often stems from avoiding self-reflection and attributing life issues to external factors rather than personal choices.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
6 days agoI'm 66 and the thing I learned too late isn't that I should have traveled more or worked less - it's that I spent forty years waiting for permission to want things - Silicon Canals
Waiting for permission to want things can lead to missed opportunities and unfulfilled desires.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
2 weeks agoThe friends who knew you before you became successful, before the career and the curated life, are irreplaceable for a reason nobody talks about. They're the only people who can remind you what you wanted before you learned what you were supposed to want. - Silicon Canals
Old friends preserve memories of your authentic self before success reshaped your identity, serving as cognitive anchors that prevent losing sight of your original values and desires.
Psychology
fromSilicon Canals
3 weeks agoThe friends you made before you learned to perform are the ones who feel like home. Not because they're better people, but because they met you before you built the version of yourself that everyone else knows. - Silicon Canals
Childhood friendships feel uniquely comfortable because those friends remember your authentic self before you learned to manage impressions and curate your identity.
E-Commerce
fromBuzzFeed
1 month ago12 Grandparent Memory Books And Journals To Chronicle Family Histories
BuzzFeed Shopping provides service-focused product recommendations prioritizing readers, vetting products, fact-checking claims, exposing fake deals, and offering authentic, inclusive choices across price points.
fromSilicon Canals
1 month agoWhy some of us feel most like ourselves at 2 a.m. when the world is quiet and no one is watching us perform the version of us that daylight demands - Silicon Canals
Erving Goffman, the Canadian sociologist, built an entire framework around this in his 1956 work The Presentation of Self in Everyday Life. His argument was elegant and a little unsettling: social life is theatre. We are always performing. Every interaction has a "front stage" where we manage impressions, modulate tone, and curate which parts of ourselves are visible.
Psychology
fromVulture
2 months agoColleen Hoover Insists Her New Book Isn't About Herself
Out today, Woman Down centers on writer Petra Rose, an author who has writer's block and checks into a remote cabin to finish her next book. Petra, who took a hiatus after fans blamed her for a producer's decision to cut a fan-favorite character out of the film adaptation of her book A Terrible Thing, has "learned the hard way what happens when the internet turns on you," a synopsis states.
Books
fromThe Art Newspaper - International art news and events
2 months agoHow an artist and a writer forged a frank friendship-and a book
"I have been reading your book The Lonely City: The Art of Being Alone and I wanted to write and say how very good it is," "I discovered Henry Darger's work about 15 years ago. I am so interested in how you write about him and [Edward] Hopper, [Andy] Warhol and [David] Wojnarowicz."
Books
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